It’s been almost a year now
If I could sleep forever it would only be to dream of you. To never wake up and feel the press of your fingers fade into my dreams. You are fading from me. I cannot touch you. I cannot fall into your eyes and drown in your lukewarm lullabies. So I dream and you always come to me. I close my eyes and there you are in shining perfection, so beautiful the sheer sight of you breaks my heart. Every night, no matter where you are, or who you’re with, you’ll always be with me. You are mine once more and I can hear you and I can feel you and I can touch you and I can see your eyes, those beautiful molten pools of passion. Those eyes burn into me and set me on fire. We burn together until there’s nothing but ashes, and I am your diamond again. You enfold me and there is nothing more I could ever want. Then I wake up and the feeling of your skin slips from my body, to be replaced by cold sheets and I feel more alone than yesterday.
This song describes perfectly my relationship with my x he was my everything….You wouldn’t think you could live without your heart, but the sad part is that you can.
the song is Ex-factor by Lauryn Hill
Try not to focus on your wants, for you will always want for something. Try to focus on your loves, for love will always give you what you need.
– moi
